Still pregnant

Four weeks plus one day pregnant today.

Would love to get an ultrasound, but I'd be lucky to see the gestational sac at this point.  It is just so early in the process.  Of course I'm nervous, and asking many questions like.....will I have another spontaneous abortion (see below for definition)?  Honestly, every time I go to the bathroom, I'm worried I might see blood.  Since I've had two first trimester miscarriages in the past, I know how hard they are and I hope to not go through that again.  Only time will tell.

Since I intend to make this educational, here is a definition you may be wondering about...

Spontaneous abortion: aka miscarriage, is the loss of a recognized pregnancy prior to the 20th week of gestation.  This is incredibly common!   Based on studies, it is estimated that anywhere from 8% to 26% of pregnancies end due to spontaneous abortion.  And, this number may be even higher as many woman may miscarry before they know they are pregnant.   Most spontaneous miscarriages occur because of genetic or structural problems that are incompatible with life.   There are risk factors, which include a history of miscarriage, age greater than 35 and maternal smoking.

Source: UpToDate

Pregnant!

Had a positive pregnancy test today.
I'm excited but I'm trying not to get too attached yet as I have previously had two miscarriages.   I'm only 3 weeks and 5 days, so it is extremely early.  I'm a doctor and I know the statistics.
So, we will see what happens.  Fingers crossed.
If this pregnancy continues, I plan to discuss healthy pregnancy tips and document the changes I make in my life to have a healthier, more natural pregnancy.